A Terroristic Divorce

Imagine. If this story had not been fully documented … there is no person on the planet that would beleive it…. or sit long enough to hear it… or want to believe it.

When the retelling became exhausting, the web site provided people the opportunity to learn about my experience at their pace. To learn about the aspects which they related to their own experiences. To wonder in horror what anyone could have done to deserve this type of life. There is no answer. There is no possible justification.

The site demonstrates that the situation is not easy to survive, but is survivable. It requires an amount of perseverance that you cannot imagine. You have to gently navigate the shame and humiliation of every false allegation. There is a remarkable grace which somehow has provided the situations which demonstrate the sincerity and honesty of actions which COUNTER their secret efforts to set me up. It comes from doing the honorable and moral action when a situation arises.

I have the awesome ability to defer anger in highly stressful situations… to let the bully do their thing… to allow people to be as rotten as possible… their shameful, humiliating and vile actions don’t indicate anything about me.

I am just waiting for someone to ask why the police were not called to report the hacks, or the break-ins at the house, or the car being tampered with, … SERIOUSLY. Law enforcement has ignored everything for years. The list is very long – it will be compiled in time for the hearing next week. Compiling lists of how they have hurt me – victimizes me all over again.

Judge Page had asked for a recounting. It was necessary to indicate that it felt like telling a story of a brutal rape to a person who was going to join in the attack. He ignored the law, the facts, and joined in the attack.

Everyone is going to hate you for surviving. You will be blamed for the further terror. Your family will suggest that you have brought it upon them. They know better. This is the way they demonstrate their frustration and their way of avoiding the guilt for not acting to intervene. They are still in an active relationship with my wife – they deny it – BUT, they are always exposed for the lie.

The people terrorizing you, and behind it, and conspiring about it, and concealing it, and preventing resolution will all BLAME YOU. YOU HAVE MADE THEM CONTINUE TO HARASS YOU. This defies logic.

EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE DEMONSTRATED YOU HAVE NO CONTROL…
… THERE IS NO LAW
… THERE IS NO CONSTITUTION
… THERE IS NO JUSTICE
AND THOUGH THEY KNOW THE EFFORTS YOU HAVE MADE SEEKING PROTECTION OF THE LAW, ACKNOWLEDGEMENT OF CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS, AND PETITIONS FOR JUSTICE… HAVE ALL BEEN IGNORED.

SOMEHOW IT IS YOUR FAULT. This is shouted by people who know it’s not your fault. This is how they show their frustration for your situation. They attack you. It is what everyone does to you. It is why you are alone and anyone who dares to help you in any way will promptly disappear when you thank them.

It is personal. Deeply personal. But, I rise above the hurt.

THIS IS MY LIFE.
With no protection of the law, and no constitutional rights. There is no life, liberty or pursuit of happiness. There is no rest. There is no comfort.

I persevere… and try to prepare for the next event, the next attack, the next injustice.

I try desperately not to fall apart, because that too is my fault.

Imagine the power that a hug would provide. But, there is no comfort.

There is no escape.